Silent Sanctuary

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

One switch left behind

While ironing my mum's work pants yesterday, I thought I heard some 'shingles' as I rattled my hand,I gave it a light shake again and there it was. The sweet sound that coins made as they bumped onto each other.

I thought I would get lucky again. I thought perhaps Fairy Godmama would favour me again. She rewarded me $5 when I was hanging the clothes on the bamboo sticks when mum was away for holidays previously. I think she stole that $5 from my mum's jeans but it's ok. Finder's keeper.

I looked at the pocket and it stares back emptily at me. Empty. It sure looks empty.
So I shook it light again.
-Shingle,shingle,shingle-
"Coins,coins,coins!!" I thought to myself.

It took me what it seemed like 10 seconds to realise where does that 'shingling' came from.
Behold.


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My chunky braclet (Jason's aunts' bday gift for me)

Spell duh duh duh duh dooofus.

I had a lengthy sleep but it still doesn't feel enough. I wish the birds & rats would not start their concerts as early as 6am plus. It keeps me awake for a long time and short time to get back to sleep again - Only to wake up in 10 mins time by the time I fall back to sleep.

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Off to Grumpsville.

I went to work today, feeling my brain isn't functioning totally. This feeling carries on till I reached home.

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What I looked like before going Grumpsville

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What I looked like returning from Grumpsville

Totally fagged.

Sometimes we lead a day feeling like leaving a switch on our bodies unswitched. Sometimes I feel like I forgot a mutiple of switches altogether. It leaves me a pretty hollow feeling, especially in the head.
I walked back home (jaded) feeling like a puppet. If you snap your fingers infront of me and order me to sleep, I would close my eyes and sleep.

I do not like this feeling.
Very much.

Tomorrow gonna be another shot. I fear tracing my steps back to grumpsville but I hope to do better tomorrow.

I hope I leave no switches behind tomorrow.

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